Life begins again

Good Morning! Aren't ya glad I didn't post at 3:30 this morning? I didn't post that early casue I WAS SLEEPING!!! I have a hard time falling asleep cause I keep myself up just thinking about everything and everyone so Josh puts a movie on for me every night and it works like a charm. I slept about 7 straight hours with no interruptions! Yesterday I did not have to take any medicine! It feels so good to be off that stuff. So I guess my "dry run" will be Tuesday now and everything will start Wednesday. My new job starts Monday. I am so excited about work. I hope I can make myself worth hiring. I am just so thankful that I have this chance to get all my health paid for. Josh and I were doing our budget again last night and we just love looking at my health insurance portion and putting a big fat zero. I guess they had to knock how much I earn each hour down quite a bit to cover it so I am not bringing very much home but at least we will not have a surprise $200,000 brain surgery to pay for cause I will have the same insurance that paid for the first one!  I am so thankful for insurance even though they can be a serious pain sometimes. So Josh and I are going to try to be as normal as possible on Monday. I guess life can begin again. Today is three weeks from surgery so I can swim and exercise and even sky dive if I want. All restrictions are off (except get pregnant, sunburned, or take any medications all my doctors don't approve of) so I can do whatever I want. I guess I can't do whatever I want... if I could a fat brownie and a nice bowl of ice cream would be in my lap followed by a nice white roll and a big fat steak. Okay so maybe I wouldn't eat that for breakfast and maybe I would eat them in the other order but you get the picture...I would eat all I wanted! Food isn't that important I guess and I will do whatever it takes to beat this and if that means drinking a green smoothie full of spinach and carrots every morning by golly I'll do it. I am probably the most stubborn person brain cancer has ever met! my hair is growing back so fast! It have almost a little mo hawk where the surgeon cut my hair and where the fruit loops were.  The best is right on top of my head cause it sticks straight up! :) It will probably be the funniest right when I start to loose my hair in three weeks. I am kinda curious to see how that goes. Curious.Not scared. I really am not scared about any of the treatment. The doctors sound very confident. Well I have to go do wifey things now like laundry and cleaning our cute little place.

Keep the prayers coming

We will win

I believe in miracles

Tara Bodrero